Friday, December 10, 2010

i need you now

since last week, i always think bout it. whats wrong with me?am i a loner?haha..definitely not. I met this one uncle last friday.we have a chat.He already retired. So, i take about 1 hour while we waited for KTM since its packed like sardines. So, its like a great moment.I never talked about personal things with others but once I met him, its like an opportunities to have chat with.I talked a lot, its like non-stop complained about my life. I felt very calm once I talked with him. I feel relieved and more appreciate about my life. I guess my decisions is right and I need to think about myself too. Maybe in future, i need to achieve whatever dream I had. so, GOD please stay with me and pray the best of me in life

AMIN. ALHAMDULILLAH.

Saturday, November 27, 2010

Never let people down

I pray to GOD everyday so that ALLAH will protect me all the time and as always. I also find that life is so complicated.Other people will always bother about other people.seriously,working at banking industry is not easy. some of the older generation, they are tend to judge the youngest/new comers easily. I mean fresh y is quit slow;that's what they told me..Hello, please give a chance or space to us so that we can learn easily and faster. Maybe they can compare my work after I worked for 6 month maybe. But for me, i still feel thankful to God,because i manage to get work easily. Syukur Alhamdulillah. Since i work i can help my family and meringankan beban mereka.so, I hope in future i can contribute more.

luv u mom forever, thanks for being a good supporter.

Friday, November 26, 2010

Belated selamat hari raya aidilfitri

I don't think this year raya is very special.During hari raya, we spent a lot of time eating eating and eating. So, we ate a lot.we went to johor, its seems that nothing is changed.everybody is there. But the most stupid ever moment is that, during visited our nenek,suddenly this smell came out;bau busuk. Can u imagine?we laughed at that moment non-stop and can't even speak even any single words sebab ketawa. so, we really enjoyed that time. For me, gathered with family is the most precious time that people should appreciate. Because, we never know maybe in future we cannot feel the same way or either one. whatever happened, i still love my family.

lovee you guys...xoxo

i miss my blog

hurm...i guess it took a long time for me to write here. because im too lazy to report here.But, i guess this is the right place that can understand me better rather than talked to someone else.I believe every person have their own opinion n people should respect for that.So, for the previous month,what I did is that of course -> worked. My first job was at bank ****.I met a few frenz there.it was great.but during I worked there,i felt so tense b'coz we do have target.then, once the target cannot achieved,the management blame on us.Is that the place suitable for me?so dats y i quit the job. I cannot fit in the job. The thing is I'm not like easily gived-up person.But they did'nt give us more opportunities to learned.What i mean is that, i straight away have to do the job without any training. Once i observe, after 2-3 days i straight away do that job---negotiator.We did'nt have enough time to practice doing that job. So, for me its not fair at all.every weekends we have to worked,even we have OT,but for me,I cannot work there anymore.luckly, i got better offer.alhamdulillah.

Wednesday, August 18, 2010

i hate august

bile bulan ogos je, mesti aku rasa something.aku x tau nape.aku rasa sebab teringatkan manusia bodo..bodo pun aku pernah suke dia.lately ni, ada orang miskol2 aku..aku harap sangat dia.bodo x?i knew that dia xkan teringatkan aku..aku yang bodo perasan.i guess aku dah boleh lupakan dia sebab aku dah x msj dia lagi..but sometimes buat aku teringat2.betul la orang kata, bukan senang nak melupakan orang yang kita sayang.but, aku bersyukur gak, sebab dia menjadikan aku kuat. i wish aku dapat msj happy birthday kat dia, tapi dia penah cakap jgn msj dia lagi..so wth?belagak tak..memang la dia belagak sebab aku yang wat dia kecewa.

aku rasa ok je tapi kata2 itu memang menyakitkan.bagaimanakan perasaan anda bila orang kata anda TAMAK?tamak pun kena ikut tempat la..i tamak sebab nak peluang lebih cerah pada masa hadapan bukannya tamak duet.itupun salah.dat makes me angry?orang yang awak respect mengeluarkan kata2 sedemikian??terkejut dan tersedih aku..nak jadi bagus bukan senang,nak jadi x bagus memang senang...aku rasa dalam life ni, aku dah banyak mengalah n diam, tapi dia lebih percayakan orang lain, dan berkata seperti itu padaku..lagi wat aku kecewa.at least, i have my mom.mak yang galakkan aku cuba sana sini..thanks mom.

apa yang anda lakukan bile orang yang anda sayang disakiti?i thk she deserves more than anythg in this world but dia x pernah dapat.diperlakukan sedemikian wat aku sedih.ada gak orang kejam dalam dunia ni, even orang yang paling dekat ngn kita. ni lah yang buat aku lagi takut nak ada BF, sebab aku takut one day aku akan ditinggalkan atau dicurangi.sebab itu akan membuatkan anda sakit.so M, enjoy ur life k..kami ada.

Friday, August 13, 2010

K>E>C>E>W>A

perasaan sukar nak digambarkan.sebab setiap orang akan ambil masa yang lama untuk lupakan sesuatu.for me, memang dulu aku cepat terasa but i think right now aku kena bukak hati besar2. untuk jadi manusia yang lebih baik dan berjiwa besar.

apa yang menyebabkan aku kecewa:
1.bile ape yang aku harapkan x menjadi
2.bile orang lain pandang rendah pada kita
3.KMK
4.manusia yang mudah lupa diri
5.manusia yang tidak sedar diri
6.kawan yang belagak

so, sape2 yang termasuk dalam golongan ini
GTH!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!haha..sebab aku x kisah. banyak benda yang boleh yang diharapkan daripada mendengar kutukan orang.

sekian

Tuesday, August 3, 2010

Berani

baru-baru ni, aku tengok movie ni.WELCOME..buat aku terpikir n terpikir.semua orang berani ker?maksud aku, ada ker orang (i mean Guys ) la kan, sanggup berenang sampai mati untuk orang yang dia cintai? aku memang salut orang yang hidup bermati-matian untuk dapat kasih sayang. kadang2 manusia, mudah lupa dan x sedar tindakan mereka malah wat bodo je ngn orang tersayang dorang..cinta kadang2 boleh menyusahkan dan merosakkan hidup manusia.yang paling penting aku rasa kena dahulukan ALLAH s.wt. sebab, beliau lebih Maha Besar dan Maha Mengetahui.kalau cinta mengatasi segala-galanya, susahlah.

aku terfikir..
aku berani ker?aku rasa x kot.nak luahkan pada org yang aku suke?lagi la gileee.
memang xdakot.aku rasa aku lebih berani dalam soal lain berbanding cinta. sebab cinta perlukan komitmen, usaha, duet, n ape2 jela.aku harap in future, aku akan lebih berani menghadapi segala-galanya esp. L>O>V>E